http://www.emetophobia.org/strange.asp

Reading that list makes me happy since there's like dozens of things on there that I do and didn't even realize it. At least I don't have the germ-phobic aspect of emetophobia. That would be a pain in the butt. I also wonder if my refusal/fear of throwing up is related to my inability to swallow lumpy or non-chewable things. Also my inability to burp.

Anyhoo, there's your TMI for today. What are you peoples afraid of? I like talking about phobias.

I wish I had the kind of depression that makes people more artistic, instead of the kind that makes me sink into despair as I draw and want to delete everything I've written in the past hour.

I also wish I had the kind of OCD that makes people clean and tidy instead of the kind that makes me pull my hair out, pop my knuckles, have obsessive thoughts about arranging letters and words in groups of 5, and worrying about things I said a week ago that I think people are secretly making fun of me for.

At least I have a good metabolism. Being overweight would just be one too many things to worry about and I would probably never leave the house. Also I would probably never eat because I'm so picky and allergic as it is, and if I took fattening things out of my diet there would be nothing left.

*Disclaimer: Not doctor-diagnosed depression and OCD but it's pretty much what it has to be.

So I just went and brushed my teeth, and I spit out my toothpaste and there's blood in the sink.

Like, a LOT of blood.

Turns out my tongue is bleeding D: It's weird, cause it doesn't hurt at all. It's just oozing blood. Gross.

EDIT: Also, I've had deathly stomach cramps all day and just now I had some horrible spasm where I can't breathe.
I think I need to go to the doctor sometime this year. Or at least the dentist.

Sleep schedule is crap again (I'm just now gonna go to bed and it's 10:30 AM).

I need to make some paintings but I'm not feeling hugely inspired by anything. I guess I'll just work on my Jewels of the Dark chibi series some more. Maybe re-do the old paintings.

Also, I am pleased to see that a certain self-righteous deviant named Harry has gotten himself an article on ED. It's the first time I really wanted someone to have one. Except Bayleaf234 also. *evil grin*

On a gross note, my ear feels all plugged up and nasty.

We have a car! Yay. We can eat again.

Some TMI: Today I felt a horrible lump in my throat and when I shone a flashlight in my mouth, I saw that it was a tonsil stone! So I spent a good five minutes trying to suppress my gag reflex long enough to extract it. Eventually, it was removed.