Yay, feeling morbidly depressed/wanting to die again.

I want winter to be over; this is getting tiresome. I do not have the spiritual energy to keep going through this.

LATER: Got 6 new inking pens in the mail! They are pretty *beams* Started a new picture pronto.
Also, walked to Stuff-mart through the snow.

I've been wanting a dog again lately, but there is the ever-present problem of paying for its upkeep. Because you know as soon as we get one, it'll break its leg or something.

So depressed lately too. I keep remembering every dumb thing I've done and it eats away at my happiness. Only Christmas spirit has kept me from plunging into utter despair.

We still have our expanded cable we aren't paying for, so I'm getting my non-money's worth by watching Animal Planet for hours on end. Soon they will probably take away the channels, but oh well.

Printed up my Christmas cards and I hate what they say inside. "Let it snow." It was all I could think of even after looking online for cool poems or holiday sayings and such. None of the stuff they had fit the tone of the card.
I did find this nice quote by Erma Bombeck of all people, and I like it: "There's nothing sadder in this world than to awake Christmas morning and not be a child."

I am trying to get a new story started, but I keep getting stuck every time I make a quotation mark. Bah.

P.S. I keep saying dumb things on the Internet today. Someone get me away from this keyboard.

I feel like watching TV but nothing good is on.
So here I am, on the Internet instead. Bleh.

I should work on some projects...